God is sooo....rough & amazing

God has placed me in a really difficult position that I dont want to be in. It is so clear what I must do. It is also so clear how challenging it will be. God's path is so narrow! And so magnificent. I can see pain in the future, not only for me, but for others. In fact, whatever I'm experiencing is a fraction or what others will deal with. Its unbelievable how God works. I can see the troubles to come, and the blessings on the other side. Its so clear- I've never felt like this- I'm in awe- and I've never wanted God more in my entire life.